Bout of negativity . . . . . .

At one hand, life is facing stagnation. And on the other hand, anticipating the day to come, when conditions are right to move on. Unfulfilled desires and the agony of waiting snow-balled the feelings into regrets and self-pity.

Will the winding road leads to the end of tunnel? Does anticipated desires be fulfilled when I got it, or it will just lead to even more desires. Knowing the answer yet I know without attaining the goal, this cycle of regrets and self-pity will never end.

Been sometime having this spell of negativity. But I suppose its normal since I am still learning. Just some observation when see people goes on well in life and here I am having limbs chained up :D