简单的自己

我喜欢我对人的好脾气
也接受对自己的不耐烦。

我喜欢进入别人的想法
却牢牢地锁住自己的心。

我喜欢独处喜欢自由
但却非常容易感到寂寞。

非常享受不理别人眼观的放纵
却无时无刻在意别人的看法。

时常爱做的嗜好就是回想着走过的路
但思路却是绵绵的无奈后悔。

我喜欢的就是个简单的人生
有个简单的故事
充满着给人快乐的篇章。

Little angels!!

Life suddenly filled with kids!! Of course not my one lah hahaha....

Since a few weeks ago Er Tian (aka a pri school little gal) joined our choir.....I feel revitalizing and hopeful. Somehow this new addition of a very young and innocent voice seems to wake up the child in me! I am not sure about others but at least to me, it represents hope!

Starting today, I will be the asst teacher too! for the 小菩萨班. If you ask me, the first thought is...have i agreed on a very demanding task....cham lah...basically I am short of time even for my friends lor!! haha To be honest, the question still lingers. But tonight's class was a memorable one. At least I will remember today forever! I always like kids.....But i am clueless in handling them.

I have absolutely no experience....never been a tutor before and all my brothers still not married. But seems like I somehow got the hang of it. Although a minor step, but at least I know the key to handle them is patient, love and a genuine listening ear.

A thought keep crossing my mind....I know ...as long as my intentions are right, I can do it. I know this is part of my journey...I believe I will enjoy :)

Against all Odds - Lena Park

Slowly, softly, and bit by bit, step by step I fall into the abyss. Knowing what's suppose to be and what outcome it entails yet I fell. The more I hide it, attachments just get stronger. Letting go is the way yet the opposite since to be the choice.

Although despairing it seems, yet encouraging at moments since longing seems human. Recently, traces of happiness can still be felt since I believe the right thing has been done. The right thing is to be indifference, leaving no evidence of feelings. Leaving no troubles for any other to bare.

Balancing act

Ahahahaha!! Super duper ultimate shag big time!!
Primary objective: Generating 400 charts in a weeks time. (Wat de! Nvr did such intensive chart creating task sia. More that what I have done since birth).
Secondary objective: Score for my mock exams....cham lah.....not very prepared. Just have to 硬 这头皮啦。。。

Busy means I am still useful!! haha. Especially in this economic crisis. But I always feel that challenge makes a person grow...of course provided he/she wants to learn. Every adversity comes apportunity. Every setbacks is a good chance to fight back.

In life, in fact it is very easy to live by yourself, work just to sustain oneself, no need to get busy, no need to befriend or even talk to anyone. But i suppose life live with such "ease" will leadto regrets and waste.

Its not about getting a very hype lifestyle. To me its about striking a balance. Balance of pain and laughter. Balance of work and play. Balance of noisy and tranquility. And of course balance to get busy yet having time to be with oneself.

What I always do is when I'm busy I'll ask myself....this is busy for? If I can not get an answer....I am not on track!! Of course its very noble to be busy for others but how about busy for oneself too . . .