佛光大学

Perhaps this is the place for me . . .

Key of emotion

As heard from a counselor with some personal touch;

Everyone hods a key in their life. The key that allow controls to their happiness and dictates their sadness. With this key, we can control our moods and allow blessings to enter our life.

But it is this key when used wrongly, leads to pain. When we have a relationship with someone or at least a trust towards someone, we readily handled the key to that someone. And since then, we have no control of the key.

We are often bother by how others react and the actions that bring upon us. It's just like they have the key to control our emotions. We are often lead by them to do more pain onto ourselves and people that's dear to us.

To be the master of this key is to be the master of our emotions, our life. We decide how we should feel and how we should react. So, rather than passing the key to other people, why not hold the key deeply within us.

Shuyun's B'day!!

Moods on roller coaster again last night!! After singing class suppose to meet Mr C to go down for Shuyun's B'day. I'm not someone tat likes to be late. In fact I hate to wait for latecomers!!. To make matter worst, Mr C did not even told me the exact time he will be late or why!! I have to wait for 11/2hrs!! These time lose can be well spent with the rest to plan for our beach event. Feeling so bad, having to let Liyun and Zhangting to carry on the discussion without me. Haiz . . .

Upon reaching the BBQ, wow......she has indeed grown up. The mushroom gal of the past have transformed to an elegant maiden! So well behave and demure. It's my first time seeing her so feminine!! Time really flies... Really miss those days working with the crew in Underwater World.

Jus wondering how in a period of few hrs my mood is able to change so drastically. Still, the evening is well spent meeting up with friends.

Peaceful Warriors

I've just watch a show call " Peaceful warriors". Here are some good points;

1) Focusing on the present moment. I am here, now in this moment.
2) Every moment something is happening and every episode is different.
3) Clear our rubbish in our head and stop thinking about what has happened and what's going to happen.
4) Enjoy the trip up the mountain as you would not know what you will find when you reach.
5) People advise me what to do is actually forcing their ideas that work on them, to work on me.
6) I am not what I do and I might not know who I am.
7) People sometimes do not injured themselves externally but also internally and its harder to heal.
8) Warriors are very vulnerable as they get injured, sadness and gets hurt also. Heroes are warriors that fights on.
9) We are responsible for our decisions.
10) To accept a new self is to discard our old self.
11) Warriors adept well and get used to changes fast. Acknowledge and embraces their weakness.
12) To be happy is doing what we know best.

A very good movie that I would encourage anyone that seeks to climb new heights in their personal growth.

Planting experience.

Some things that I have notice from past sowing experience . .

Planting is not as easy as sowing a seed, watering it regularly and out comes your plant.

Some seeds that I come across that are harder to bloom.
1) Green pea thinking that they are rose.
2) Seeds thinking that all farmers are the same.
3) Seeds that are too busy in rooting and forgot that they need to have leaves to grow.

I have also learn to plant the seed and stepping one side, letting it bloom naturally. I only need to fertilize as and when I think it needs to. Plants that grow naturally, blooms the best I think.

I have also realize something interesting. When I am watering my plants, I found out that unexpectedly some plants around my plants grows well also. Some might even bloom nicer than my plants. i consider that as bonus.

That has been my promise. To be a well learned farmer, well trained in various planting technique and beautify the world with all sorts of flowers. I do not hope for a paradise but at least more seeds to plant everyday. To bring seeds to fertile plots, letting them enjoy the bliss under the sun.

遇见

人与人之间的遇见和相处我相信都是缘分。
一些人一见面就是冤家， 水火不容。
可是有些人却一见如故。

有一些人虽然没见过面，却似乎在寻找对方。
不知道有没有可能，我似乎在找那某个她。
是完全没有刻意，没有去胡思乱想的。
就是一个寻寻秘秘的感决。

有时还真的有少许的邪门。大脑里就有如个
指南针，就莫名其妙的指向某些人或事物。
大脑也好像有个磁铁，那某些人或事务，
一直在生活中出现。

多么希望可以把大脑拿出来。看一看到底在找什么。