Life so far . . .

Skit done up by FGS YAD! Really like the names of the character ....Hahaha.

Life has been more calm and well paced. Been thru a memorable camp last week with the kids, followed by the skit by YAD. Also get to have chance to interact with more pple about buddhism. Next much anticipated events are my part time degree application acceptance and the 21k army half marathon.

Health has slightly fallen into the red zone haunted by past medical aliments. Jus hope it won't take my fav sports away. Really have to take care of it so that it will continue to serve me well in more miles to come!

冲动

听着陈伟联的歌“我只是想要”，听着听着有很多感触。想着过往的很多事如果有那
一点的勇气多一点的冲动，或许会有不同的结局。

很多人说我太理性。不善于表达情感。我觉得我是缺乏冲动。或许是天生的吧。
看到朋友们女朋友一个有换了一个，我却从未遇到能让我冲动的女生。我也从没想
过别人说的“试试看，走看看”。既然是没感觉的为何还要试试看？我也不相信
“只在乎曾经拥有”。因为那个拥有很可能是悲伤。我更不相信因为要讨好而做改
变。因为带着面具做个24小时的演员很累。你要那个女生喜欢的是你而不是演戏精
湛的你。我是那种有感觉后，观察很多的人。就像买个东西，看了又看。但我决不
会注意款式而注意的是质地。

或许我错了吧。思想太偏激。但错也错了那么久。有这个需要改变吗？

如果的事

我想过一件事不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁有所谓的对与错
不管时间说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制每天想我一次如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影听爱上的cd如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉为爱勇敢一次如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情如果你能给我如果的事
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

This is how I feeling . . . . . .

佛光之夜

Pengs!! First time enjoyed so much in a temple.....whole night was crazy....situation abit out of control haha...Where u find event even the adults have fun like the kids.

The left right kick stunt was brought to u by YAD!! The toot toot train was led by David!! of Di Shui Fang.....hahaha....Wearing his working attire like a waiter leading the train.....wat the!!

单身情歌

A very retro yet nice song. I like the singer, i like the lyrics. . .

My Big Day

Finally!! The date is drawing nearer. Still, it has been a long wait. A wait I feel have delayed for years. 6th June . . . I'm taking my refuge and precepts.

To most buddhist, its just a initiating ceremony that has but only little significants. To me, it means a great deal. A start for my life as a buddhist. A start to commit myself to Lord Buddha, to commit to myself. Its just like a marriage. In the past where marriage ceremony is more elaborated, marriage is more lasting. Now when people just settled everything with ROM, divorce seems very easy.

Thanks in advance for friends and relatives that will be attending the ceremony!!

Labeling

I guess the most favorite pastime for mankind is labeling. Before we are even born, we are labeled by sex, race and name. During our educations, we are labeled by our grades, intelligence as well as the group we stick around with.

In religion, god believers can't imagine the world without god. In the same religion, people are labeled from where they come from, discipline and what they focus in. In social gatherings, people are labeled due to their work, their social class and even their background.

I personally feel that becos' of labeling, there is differences, prejudices, arguments and even war. What's there to label in a person? It should not be the background as it has gone with the past. It should not be the present too as its too soon to tell. Yet its not the future as there is nothing to judge on.

If in religion, people still label. Then why we need a religion. Its just another social setting. And in Buddhism, if we still label, when can we free ourselves from labels. Isn't labeling itself attachments?

I personally believe there is no sure-win route to enlightenment and all people have their own best way to reach the destination. Jus find the most comfortable way!!