Letting go to pick up more

Since birth, the person that spent the most time with us is ourselves. And thus we are often than not falls into prey of ourselves. Since we seem to grow up with this self, we trust it the most. We think we know ourselves the most and knows what we need. But I doubt so . . .

For me, when things goes wrong, I blame myself most often. I also tend to sway into the scene when the regrets happens, not letting myself go. Thoughts just keep going in circle.

I suppose the most cruel thing you can do to yourself is to not to let go what that has passed. Words said and things done just keep repeating. The stronger the hurt the harder to let go. Even when the scene disappear from rivers of time, the negative feelings just keep trying to come back.

I used to say... the heart is just like a glass filled full with water. The water has to be pour away to accept new water. Just like memories. Although everyone has a fair share of troubles and woes, I choose to accept and keep the happy moments for as long as possible making sure it makes a mark in my mind. The principle is to keep my mind with positivity as often as possible. No two thoughts can arise at the same time. Be the master of our mind and choose happiness instead.

I have always think of how long more can I live. Even if says I can live till 80. I have spent more than a quarter already. Its not worrying about uncertainty that might happen but embracing uncertainty and live life to the fullest.

If life is like a book, what should I write most. I suppose I will write most are time spent with my love ones. The times we shared together be it laughter or tears. Things that I would definitely omit is regrets, stress, worries and blames.

Of course we tend to conceal ourselves. And we are just too used till it looks real. We can conceal it in our smiles, our work and our activities. But the more we lie to ourselves, this self just remains and does not grow. We our own life's conqueror and thus face the days with valor and integrity.